Cream cake is the BAIN of my life...

Nan brought around a HUGE cream cake today for everyone, and I was the only person who didnt have any. They kept all saying that a small bit wouldnt hurt, but I said no thankyou, even though my heart was saying yes yes yes! Pleased I let my head rule on this one though. Really need a cuddle though - am missing Jay so much and dont know how I am going to cope this week without him. Its gonna be a tough week this week, especially Wed, as I am going up country to spread my Great Grandad's ashes on the hills with Great Nanny... gonna be a hard one I think.

I am knackered after today, doing nothing is really really tiring!! I didnt do much exercise today :( was gonna go for a swim, but it was too late in the end after Nanny and Granfer went home. Oh well - have lots to do tomorrow, and I will hopefully go for a swim tomorrow. I ordered the Wii, Wii Fit Plus and Just Dance today, so that should come within the next few days hopefully. I also reserved an exercise ball online, so that I can pick that up tomorrow. they say that it is better to sit on that instead of your computer chair cos you are constantly using your muscles to sit up straight, so I am going to try that.

Not too hungry tonight, but no doubt now I have said that I will become hungry. Oh yea, I redied my hair this afternoon - so no more roots, and I am proper blonde again now :) yay!! fumes nearly killed me though

I would just like to say a huge thankyou to all my friends that are supporting me through this, it is sosososo worth it when I see how proud people are of me for doing it, and I can promise that I will do this.

By the way I am going to be doing my final weigh in on 1st December 2010, which gives me about 7 months to lose the weight. Like I said before, I want to lose a minimum of 3 stone (ahhhh!!) but I want to lose more. I would really like you to support me through this. It nice to see comments to keep me going! I know you have to sign up for an account, but please do, it doesnt take long and it means so much to me!

I am going to snuggle up in bed in a minute because I am very knackered tonight. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONATE.

Love

Sami xxxx