Grand Day is coming...

... and I have so much left to do! Boards need writing up tomorrow and I need to do the target list... oh well..

got trophies and newsletter done and stapled tonight so thats good.

Signed on again today, and got my first payment through the other day so that is all good.

Jase over 2night, so I cooked some WW food for dinner. Then went up the field to check the layout is all good - they are all organised which is good.

I have saved 1.5 points today :)

Off to bed now with Jase

Please keep donating


Sami xxxx

Vegetable curry... great idea... or so I thought...

... my stomach feels like it has a gas canister in lol... too many vegetables I think :P lol

Apart from that it has been a bit of an odd day to be honest. Came home from Jase's house this morning to find out that my uncle passed away last night. RIP Uncle Brian. He was only diagnosed with cancer last week... but it had spread to the whole of his body and he gave up his valiant fight last night at 11.30pm. I didnt get to say goodbye =[

Missing Jase today, but if its raining he will come over early instead of working tomorrow, so looking forward to seeing him :) cant wait for a cuddle.

Sat watching the tv tonight, cos I am tired, so I am going to snuggle up on the sofa under the duvet and drift off in a bit i think...

Diet is hard at the moment when I have put on weight, and I need some more motivation and try and stop feeling so depressed. Hope this increase of antidepressants will start to help soon.

Finished my antibiotics today though which is good.

Please keep donating, I need you guys to help me through this bad patch xx

Trip to Quicks..

Hello all. Not much to say today to be honest. Just went over to Quicks and got some stuff for Dad, but when I got back it happened to be the wrong stuff... typical.

Went to the doctors this evening, and he reviewed my medication. As I am not coping with anything much at the moment, we have decided to double my antidepressant medication to see if this will help me cope a bit more. We will see.

Uncle Brian is really not good, dont think that he will be around for much longer, but fingers crossed that a miracle will happen for him. Poor Emma and Carol. =[

Nanny, Granfer and Carol came over this afternoon after visiting and then stayed for dinner which was really nice.

Found out that I put on 2.5lbs over the two weeks I was in hospital this time..=[ so I have got to lose that =[

Im gonna curl up in bed now... well on the sofa xx night xx

Feeling so much better today :)

Heya all, hope you are all ok. Just to let you know that I am back on the diet and I am feeling a lot better today. Woke up after an uncomfortable night on the sofa, and then I had breakfast and a shower and got dressed.

Me and mum went up Tesco this morning as I thought that that would be the easiest way to get back out into the public, and I didnt have a panic attack, so I am pleased. It was those pills that I was on, which made me so ill. They shouldnt have given them to me as they shouldnt be taken with my current medication. Not good.

Then came back and had some lunch and did some bits and pieces around the house, and then went out to the bank to transfer some money. Which reminds me, I must transfer that extra money out into the charity account =]

Anyways, then I came back and Aunty Carol and Emma were here, and we had tea and a chat with them and Nanny and Grandad before they went to visit Brian in hospital. Hope his operation went well and his chemo is going to work well and he gets more time with us. Never been close to him, but it is sad to hear someone in your family has terminal cancer.

When they left we went up to the Post Office to see Paul and Penny. Was nice to say hi to them. Then came back and did all the vegetables for dinner. Caught up on some more programmes - Flash Forward this time. I am all up to date now which is fab :)

Enjoyed tea tonight :) Chicken with brocolli, cauliflower and carrot, mash. Used all my points tonight though :/ which is a bit annoying as I am hungry . Might have an apple though.

Just chilling out on the sofa now. Just did my farmville :)

Am going to get my PJs from upstairs in a bit and then snuggle up in bed - well on the floor. lol

thnkyu all for your donations so far, please keep donating.

Love you all,

Night night xoxox

Still feeling like rubbish today,,,

Not done much today to be honest, still dont feel like doing much at all. Woke up with Jase and had some breakfast. Then just slobbed around and watched TV all day cos I havent felt like I could do much to be honest. Caught up on all the Doctor Who episodes so far, which was good.

Sleeping in the lounge again tonight, as they are still doing my bedroom. and probably will for the next two weeks.

I feel a bit sh*t to be honest, and I just wanna curl up and cry. Missing Jase tonight as well, wish I could just cuddle up with him and try and feel better. Will have to go and see him during the week.

Am going to try and go back out of the house tomorrow, and see whether I dont get a panic attack this time.

Love you so much darling, missing you so much

xxxx

p.s. please keep donating

so tired...

i am so tired =[ so knackered and achey.. and i ate KFC and icecream today.. not good...


just want to go to sleep..

Sami xx

only a short post tonight..

heya guys, sorri I havent posted in a while. have been back in hospital for a few days and only got released this morning. i am on antibiotics AGAIN for another week, and i have a two week sick note. which is not the best thing in the world, but might help me to recover a bit.

got home after breakfast this morning, and then I slept all day after replying to about 250 emails that i have missed whilst being in hospital.

am so knackered now though, so i am going to try and go to sleep and stay asleep tonight.

going to nans for the day tmorrow as they are plastering and stuff tomrrow and the house is gonna be really dusty.

night night all
missing you so much Jase..
Sami xxxx

Day with Jase today :)

Heya all. Hope you are all OK. Been a nice day today.

Woke up late, but then ate breakfast and went over to see Jase. We went into town and went for a walk and got some lunch. Was nice to do something a little bit different. We then came home and walked up the local shop to get some rizlas for his mum. Got a text from Katrina saying that she was at home, so when we got back to the house we went over to her house and had a chat and a drink with her mum and Brad.

Me and Brad had a bit of a water fight which was fun =] its lovely to play with him,he is like my adopted little brother :)

Anyways, then we got back and me and Jase had a cuddle, and I think I fell asleep as I woke up and it was 6.30 and time for his dinner. So I came home and ate my dinner, got xchanged into PJ's and then wrote the DCAS newsletter for May. I still need some more bits to put into it, but its good that I have made a start.

I have a job interview with Joe in Exmouth tomorrow, which I am very excited about.

Going to go to bed in a bit, there is nothing on TV, so I think I am going to sit and read my book.

Night night all
Please keep donating

Sami xx

Went to see Grandad again today

Got up this morning and ate my breakfast, had a shower and opened the post. Lots of entries for GRAND DAY. Then me and mum drove out to Nanny's house to check the house was OK etc and water the plants and move the post. That was all fine - aprt from the plants which had been found by Harry the local neighbours cat! Lol. Then we went to Tesco in Crediton to do some shopping. Then came home and had 5 mins break before I went to the Tesco in Exeter to try and get some sponsorship. They gave me an address to write to, which I did this evening and will post tomorrow. Then I went to see Grandad in hospital, and to pick up Nanny. We watched him eat dinner, and then we left whilst he was still happy.

Came home and was helping a friend edit some pictures that he had taken. I have a critical eye apparently (I am taking this as a complement lol). He would like me to be his editing assistant! And then I made some phoncalls and wrote some letters. Still didnt do the hoovering or the DCAS Newsletter.

MUST DO IT TOMORROW... like i said yesterday lol

Am getting knackered now, so wont be too long before I go to bed lol

Night night all,
Please keep sponsoring

Sami xx

the 'to do list is slowly dimishing'

Well there is only 2 things left on my todo list for tomorrow so i guess i did OK today as I started with abour 10 ! lol

-> hoover my room
-> DCAS newsletter

are the last two on the list and I will acomplish them tomorrow. Even though I bet I will think of a lot more to put on there by tomorrow. lol

Nothing much to report about today, took Nan into town and did some shopping, and then came home and did some jobs. went to the job centre and came back. had a job offer for 3 days in Exmouth but i dont know if i am going to take it because its a long way away and i kinda want a full time job in exeter, but i have emailed him with my concerns, so i will wait and see what he says. ah right, that reminds me, need to go to whipton doctors tomrrow. lol

3 things now..
lol


got home and been doing more jobs, and now I am going to snuggle up in bed and watch a bit of tv and read my book, and then go to sleep i guess.
missing jase a lot

:(

night night all xx


thankyou for the donations so far, but please keep donating..


..oh bumm... 4 things now...

Exmouth and other adventures...

Woke up this morning with Jase and had a nice breakfast - well I did, I might have burnt his teacakes.. lol. Then had a shower and did some small jobs, and then had some lunch. When Jase went home I then went to my meeting in Exmouth, where Joe was lovely, and got a catalogue to cost the products I want producing for DCAS. Then I went to the club to put up posters and letters on the boards. Then I drove back to Exeter where I got stuck behind some driver who shouldnt have a licence! Went to St Thomas to do shopping bits and pieces, and got Nanny's birthday present as well as paid off the money I owed mum.

Came back and was shattered, so I had a half hour sleep - which lasted for 3 hours.. :(, so I had dinner and now I am very very behind with the jobs I have to do. Guess they wont be getting done tonight though. Lol.

Off to do some of them now.
Finished eating all the cookies I made the other day - yummy :) 0.5 point each :D

Night

Sami xx

Sorry I didnt post yesterday

Sorry I didnt post yesterday - was Dad;'s birthday and I was shattered after doing food and jobs all day, and then going to weight watchers,and then everyone didnt leave till 9.30pm last night, by which time I was ready to collapse into bed. :)

Today was much the same, running around doing bits and pieces. Had to be scoped this morning by the consultant, and then he signed me off from hospital, and said I should get my voice back within a month. which is good. OOOOH BTW, forgot to mention I lost another 1.5lb at weight watchers weigh in last night, which I was well chuffed about!! woopwoop!! first silver seven! anyways.. lol

then I went to the job centre and sorted out jobseekers allowance, and then I came back and did some more job work. Then me and Jase went and delieverd letters out to people, and came back, ate tea, and then played on the Wii with Ben for the evening. its 9.10pm now, and I am knackered. Jase is already in bed, so I am off to join him.

Night night everyone,
Speak to you tomorrow, after a busy busy busy day!

Sami xx

Grandad is in hospital..

Grandad got taken into hospital last night after his legs and feet have become swollen again. Went to see him this afternoon, and he doesnt know what to say, or rather, cannot string many words together to make a coherent sentence.

Woke up this morning and found out, and then after cuddles with Jase for a while I came home and had some lunch and a shower. Then I went to the hospital, and then took mum to the post office, and then went to Lidl, and then picked Nanny up from the hospital, and then droppped her home, and then went to Katrinas for a natter.

Was nice to see her again, and catch up on all the goss and what has been happening with Brad. He looked a bit pale today, but loved the easter egg I brought him, and the fact that I bought him an ice lolly from the ice cream van which turned his mouth bright blue! Monkey!

Anyways, time flew by, and I got home at about 8.20, and then ate my dinner, and did farmville, replied to emails, re-did my schedule for tommorrow (DAD IS 50 YEARS OLD TOMORROW!), and then I have just settled down to write my blog. I am so tired today, has been a bit non stop.

I hope that I get a good night's sleep, seeing as tomorrow promises to be just as busy a day as today.

Missing Jase tonight, really want a cuddle

Night night all, I am getting old and tired

Love Sami xx

p.s. please keep donating!

Summer sunshine..

Had a nice day with Jase today. Had a lazy morning in bed and then went out to Paignton with Jase and ate a picnic lunch on the green. Then we went to the hospital to visit Granny who is not very well, and met up with Jase's dad and Hien. Was nice to see them again. We sat with Julie for 2 hours and then we came back to the house and ate a gorgeous roast dinner (pork) and gorgeous jelly and youghurt dessert, which I am going to make when I get home tommorrow!!

I saved one point today, and I am really looking forward to the weigh in on tuesday. It is Dad's birthday on Tuesday so I wont be able to stay for the meeting again , but it will be nice to touch base with my leader and see how well I have done this week.

Just want to give a big shout out to everyone that is supporting me, and ask you all please to donate as much as you can

Thankyou All

Speak to you tomorrow


Sami xxx

Did the shopping today...

Went to Tescos with mum this morning and did the weekly food shop. Then I came over to Jase's and had a lovely tea (fish and chips and peas) cooked by his lovely mummy.

I really havent done much today im sad to say. Stuck to my points again though, and have 1.5 left for today, no snacks to eat them up with though. Forgot to bring thwm with me, and Jase doesnt want to go to Asda, so I guess they will get saved. Hope I lose 2lbs this week!

Please keep sponsoring

Love you all

Night night xxx

Such a productive day today. :)

Had such a productive day today, got tons od stuff done. Did all the notes from the last committee meeting, sorted out some stuff for the next car boot sale, tidied and cleaned up my room a bit, and loads of other bits and bobs like arranging appointments.

Missing Jase today though, which is a bit CR*P. was going to go and see him this evening, but he had stuff to do, so I am going to go and see him tommorrow instead. I am going to do the Tesco shop with Mumma in the morning, and then do the couple of bits around the house and then go over and spend some time with him i guess.

Am chilling out in my room with candles and music on at the moment, and alos on msn, farmville and fbook. I was hungry, so i went downstairs to the fridge and got some carrots sticks out. i felt really good for doing that :)

going to snuggle down in bed with my teddybear :) and start a new book I think. Finished my sisters keeper last night, and it was so sad it was unbelievable. recommend it to everyone, and have given it to mum to read.

hope you all have a good nights sleep

speak to you tomorrow


sami xxxx

Frankie Boyle was epic..

Had a FAB evening with Caz tonight. we went to see Frankie Boyle at Plymouth Pavillions. He was fab and so was his warm up - Craig Campbell. FB is so politically incorrect it is hilarious. teehee

spent the day with my darling boyfriend which was nice, hope to see him tomorrw

was a bit naughty this evening as i shared some chips with caz on the way home, but i was really hungry and i was driving so needed something, and the carrot sticks that I had in my bag werent really doing it for me.

anyways, I am so tired tonight

am gonna read a couple chapeters of my book and then go to sleep


speak to you tomorrow


night night


xx

Had a good day today :)

Woke up in the arms of my loved one this morning and then did some cleaning jobs around the house after breakfast. has that with jase and mummy which was nice. then i had a shower and got dressed and did some bits and pieces.

i applied for about 40 jobs today, so i hope something comes of it. also signed onto jobs seekers allowance for the moment, because I am so skint it is unbelievable.

i just want to do a huge shout out to malcolm and chris! malc gave me £15 and Chris gave me £20 towards my fundraising efforts! this means in total i am 25% of the way to £500 now! which is my ultimate target!!!

so excited.

i am seriously concentrating on WW this week, and gonna lose this week :) try and stop me :)

speak to you all tommorrow :) will let you know if anything comes about on the job front :)


PLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEASE KEEP DONATING!!

LOVE YOU ALL LOADDS


Sami xxxxx

Yay! Weigh in this evening was a success..

..despite the chocolate that i have eaten this week and the fact that I went over my pointrs twice this week. I am going to do the best I can this week and really try really hard. am going to try and increase my exercise as much as I can too, as I have been really tired and lazy this week because I havent been feeling too good. i lost the 1 and a half pounds that I put on with being in hospital last week so I am pleased, and I hope to lose again this week so I get my first silver seven


went back to the doctors this morning and got another lot of antibiotics becuase my throat is still not better and i have another week until i see the consultant at the hospital.

jase is over tonight which is nice, so I am gonna cuddle up in bed with him and catch up on what has been happening over the last few days. I have really missed him.

farmville is going well at the moment - sad i know!

have a list of jobs as long as my arm to do tomorrow :P lol

been in bed basically all day today so i dont know if will get to sleep early tonight or not.

hope you are all well
thankyu so much for the donations!

have gone over £100 so far! 1/5 of the way!!

woopwoop

please keep donatiing!

love and cuddles

Sami xxx

What a tiring day !!

Heya all.
Woke up this morning at 5.30am to go to Exmouth Archers carboot sale and it was cold and freezing. I was running a stall today, not marshalling like normal. I was doing a charity stall to raise money to go towards Clic and my weight loss challenge. Got there and sold lots of things and packed away about midday.

In the end I raised £53.20 for Clic :) Which is not bad for a mornings work, and it got rid of a lot of old rubbish from our house too! Will be going to all the other Exmouth one's and hopefully raising some more money. Going to dig out lots more junk that we can get rid of and try and make as much money as possible.


Have my weigh in tomorrow evening, and I am a bit nervous about it as I am still ill, but I have been following the diet, but exercise has not been so easy :(

MIssing Jase as well so that is not helping me to be honest :(

Slept all afternoon and then woek up and ate dinner which was gammon steak, new pots and salad, which was nice, and then I had some petit filous too :)

I have just harvested some crops on my Farmville, and I think I am going to settle down in bed and watch some TV or something like that as I dont really have anything left to do tonight now I have written my blog.

My throat is really sore again though so I will have to take some painkillers soon :(

Anyways, speak to you all tomorrow
Please keep donating

Lots of Love



Sami xxx

p.s. Saw Mabel today - she looks radiant, and I hope she has baby on my bday!!

One word...

DEPRESSSED
=[ x

Morning!!

Heya, just woke up after a fab nights sleep and jase brought me breakfast in bed this morning - weetabix and skimmed milk , and an alpen light bar, with my huge mug of tea :)

just sorted out my farm again, and it is looking a lot better now. I know that some of you out there will be sighing at this and telling me not to waste my time on a game on the internet, but i think that this is much better than sitting and doing nothing, or eating something? it is keeping my brain and my hands busy so i am not think about food or eating it. i cannot do much exercise at the moment, so I am getting just a tincy bit bored of this whole illness thing!

going to get up and get dressed in a minute and steal a cuddle or two off of Jase

Hope you are all well and have a good day today

LOL


Sami xx

Welcome back to reality...

Finally starting to get back to normal now.. feeling a lot better and can manage a bit of exercise but not the amount that I was before. Stayed at Jase's last night and was so knackered that I forgot to blog. Nipped home this morning with Jase to pick up some spare clothes and have a shower and then came back. Went to Asda with Rach and Ellie - which was fun :P lol :) and then I played bowling with them for the rest of the afternoon. This evening I had a WW pizza for dinner and then some peas :) and a toffee and honeycomb dessert (WW) - was nice. Then Ellie made me have some brownie to use up all my points :P

I just harvested all my crops on Fville :P and now i am going to cuddle up in bed with Jase and try and get another good nights sleep. Might watch twilight, but unsure yet.

Hope you are all well, I hope I lose weight this week as well!!

Speak tomorrow
AML


Sami xx