Thought it was time for another post.

Heya all. Hope you are well. I am struggling at the moment with depression big time - hate being unemployed, keep getting interviews, but no-one seems to want me, which is a bit sh!t. I have another interview today with Cancer Research in Tiverton, so we shall see how that one goes.

On the up side, I only have 4.5lbs to go now till I hit my 3 stone target, but only like 4 weeks to do it in. Cutting it a bit fine, and no time for slip ups now. Its so much pressure, I seriously didnt think that I would be panicking this much, and that it was going to be a breeze, but losing weight is really not easy. It gets much harder as you go down the scale. Currently at 14 stone and 1.5 lbs, when I started at 16 stone and 11lbs. It is really good, and I am really pleased, but I seem to have a lack of motivation, which has been hanging over my head for a long time now, and I cant seem to shift it.

Its horrible too when you have had an argument with your partner and you need their support just when you cant have it. So, yea, I feel cr!p at the moment. And all I can say is sorry. I am trying not to let anyone down, but whatever I do, I seem to let them down. Guess I am just a born failure.

The new WW system is coming out next week - ProPoints. No calories or saturated fat counting, but fat, carbs, protein and fibre. Sounds hard but interesting. I am looking forward to the fact that fruit is free though. Banana's :) nom nom nom.

Guess that's pretty much all for this post. Only just to say that I am waiting to hear back from Tesco's to see whether they will give me 20% of the sponsorship that I raise.

Hope so.

Anyways, speak to you again soon. Writing it all down seems to have been quite theraputic.

Ciao for now xX