Thursday, 8 July 2010

Hello again everyone

I thought that I would post you an update to tell you how hard it is to eat properly in the summer. either i wanna eat all of the time, or i dont wanna eat at all. That teamed with the fact that my body clock has gone loopy and i cant seem to wak up until midday... which really isnt helping.

missing jase alot and cannot wait to see him tomorrow. i have so much to do tomrrow, it will be a micracle if i get it all done. oh well. power on through it i guess!!

brad has his operation today on his heart - hope it went ok. wishing you lots of love lil bro

Sami xxx

One and a half stone..

... life cannot be better at the moment, I have hit one and a half stone weight loss now, me and jase are better than ever, and all i need now is a flat and a job... fun times ahead? i think so :D xx

Friday, 2 July 2010

Arguing is healthy.. right..?

I hate arguing with Jase, makes me so upset and I wish we wouldnt argue about the smallest things. =[ I feel so bad all the time when we argue, and last night was not an exception. Felt so depressed, didnt get a hug/kiss from him at all yesterday, in fact we barely even touched skin. He didnt give me a kiss good bye this morning either when he left for work, so not in the best of moods today either.

I want to sort it all out when he gets home about 5. I said sorry via text this morning, and he said it too... well he said ' im sorry too, i guess' which was a bit backwards forwards, but i hate arguements so just gonna let it slide.

I am still waiting to hear back from Dyno about this job, fingers crossed. Looking forward to going to Mim's bday BBQ this evening and me and Jase have been invited out to dinner in Exeter, which I am really looking forward to. Have to save up my points for it :) 4.5 saved so far, and I am going to be good at the BBQ tonight and only have 1/2 sausages or burgers. Going to look up their points in a bit.

Jase text me at 1 saying that they had finished for the day and they were off to Badgers Holt on the moor to get an icec-ream. Wish I was having one!

Diet been going well this week, so fingers crossed on Tuesday. Waiting for Mumma to call back to see whether any post has arrived for me, and to tell her that I will be home tomorrow. I dont know whether we are going back tonight or not yet though.

Speak to you again soon people

Ciao 4 now xx