Weigh in and I stayed the same this week

Which considering I went out to dinner, had profiteroles, eat chinese and many sticks of icecream... was a miracle to be honest lol. But I am still upset that I stayed the same, because I had such good intentions of being good - but to be honest, dont we all?

I am going to try really hard this week, like seriously hard to be good. I had my interview this morning, and I think it went well, but I will have to wait until either Friday or Monday to know for sure.

Day was a bit hectic today as after my interview I went to pick up prescriptions and bits and pieces like that, and I have stuff to do in town tomorrow too.

Been up with Grandad this evening form 11.30 till 1.00, so this is why I am writing so late. He tried to bite me, which is not good. Its hard to seperate yourself from him and the illness when he gets like that, but when he threatens Nanny, that is another matter. He is upset because his brother died last week, and the funeral is on Friday... personally I dont know why Nanny chose to tell him, I think it was very wrong, and we would not have had to go through all of this.

Anyways, moving on..

Missing Jase alot tonight, and could really do with a cuddle right about now. Going to Mim and Alex's for a BBQ on Friday night, but I might have to go to this funeral during the day - Im not sure yet though.

Im gonna try and get off to sleep now, but I dont know how successful I am going to be

Thankyou (all - hahhaha) for reading,

speak to you all again soon

Night night xoxox

ouchie ouchie ouchie...

... really dont like sunburn. I put on suncream and everyting and Jase was reapplying it throughout theday. Im not too bad, but he is red/white/red and he cna hardly move - good job he has the day off tomorrow so that he can rest up and put aftersun on all day (bless him!) I am red and a bit stiff, but nothing as bad as him. That aside, we had a really nice day at Exmouth beach, and was nice when Charlotte Marino came down to see us for an hour or so :) Chatted and chilled with her on the beach, and was nice to see her navel piercing :) Looks so pretty.

Came home and had chinese which was a bit naughty, I really havent been that good this week tbh! Lol. Angel for the next two days though.

Off to bed now, cos we are both really tired, but I have a feeling that I am going to be creaming Jase every couple of hours with this soothing after sun stuff :P

Thank-you all for reading (if anyone actually does...)

Night night xxoxx

Day at the beach...

me and jase went to the beach at dawlish :) was really nice. got there about lunchtime and went for a swim in the sea and then sunbathed for a bit. had another quick dip and then dried off and went to get some lunch. had a panini and chips and a bottle of diet coke which was a nice treat and then was naughty and had an icecream. only had a bowl of salad for dinner tonight though :) so all cool :)

came home and went to tesco and got a new bikini and got Jase a pair of boardies to wear tommorrow apart from mine which he wore today,

Sat and watched Doctor Who tonight, was a good finale, but it is too long to wait until christmas for the next one!!

enjoyed today and going back to the beach tommorrow - but going to exmouth instead after shooting :)

night night all xxooxx

Weight in on Wednesday :)

Weighed in at Dix's Field Church tonight... lost 1.5lbs again this week, which is brilliant :) I am so fired up and ready to go this week :) I am starting to really see the difference in my body, I dont have so many back fat rolls!

Got two job interviews tommrrow so off to bed now cos I need to try and get some sleep.

Just looked on the lottery website and I think the ticket that my Nan bought for me earlier just got me £10!! woopwoop. Loving it. Gotta check in the morning though :)

Speak tommorrow amigos xxx

Two posts in one day!

:) Just to let you know that I ate all my points and me and Jase had a gorgeous walk along the beach this evening, and just about to go to bed.

My Monday interview go moved to Thursday morning - hopefully they want me!

Sami xx

Well what Can I say..

.. I have been a bit cr*p at blogging lately, just been so much going on and everything has been a bit hectic. My birthday etc was a fab time, but I kinda have been naughty on the food side for the past 2 weeks, but I am back on track as of yesterday, and I will stick to it this time. I have just been a bit depressed and stressed out trying to find a job.

Had my second interview at Sungift Solar, and then they finally called me back to say that I did not have enough experience for them, so back to square one on the job front.

But I have an intreview this afternoon, another on thursday, and another next monday - which is good news I hope, one of them has to come through, right?!

I am going to go to this one today and then I am going to spend the night at Jase's. Jase started his new job yesterday, and I think that he is enjoying it, but a bit knackered I think. Specially because he starts at 7.30am!! Still, early finish which is good.

Missing him so much now that we are not living together all the time. Hope that once we have a job each and have earned some money that we will be trying to get a place together. :) Not sure yet at the moment though.

Bedroom looks lovely and loving the new furniture, but I still need to get rid of this triple canvas wardrobe as it is in the way and I cant do anything until it has gone! It is so hot at the moment, but I am trying not to open the windows because my hayfever has been so so so bad lately.

Went to Dunster on Sunday and saw Chris :) Yay! Was so nice to see him, miss him so much :( Cant wait for him to come down and stay. Its hard when your best friend lives so far away and you cant see them every week :(

I am going to try my best to keep bloggin again, now I am back on the diet I think that it will help me keep on track. Just hope that I havent put too much weight on over the last two weeks. I stayed the same last week, so I have my fingers crossed.

Trying to make myself feel more ladylike, so I have painted my nails, moisturised and lightly tanned my legs. Hopefully this will help to improve my mood, but the sunshine is working wonders, I feel a lot happier because of it :)

Jase waxed my legs the other day... he took so much pleasure in doing it, but he actually did quite a good job, bless him :)

Right I dont think I have anything else left to say at the moment, that is all that has happened over the past week or so I think. Thank-you for your donations, please keep them coming :)

Sami xxxxxx

Last day of housesitting :(

Woke up this morning and didnt want to get out of bed. But got up in the end, and cleaned the bathroom and kitchen, tidied up a bit, and sorted out the washing piles. Havent swept or hoovered yet, but I will have to do that in the morning, as Liz is going to be back about midday tommrrow.

Jase built my wardrobe today, so will try and sort out all of our clothes and that tommorrow. Cant wait to have it all done and everything tidy - will be fabulous :)

Went out with Katrina to see 'Letters to Juliet' in Newton Abbot tonight, and Jase stayed with the boys in Chudleigh. I think that they had a good time, I certainly did :) Thank-you Katrina!!

Getting a bit tired now, and still have a bit to do before I goto sleep.

Thanx for readin, speak to you all soon

Sami xx

Weigh in tonight, and what a surprise..

.. well I pigged out all week due to it being my bday and me being so completely and utterly depressed for half the week - and I didnt lose or gain any weight this week, which I was really surprised about. I was preparing myself for a 1-2lb gain this week, and when I stepped on the scales, it was the same. I am so relieved. So I am back on the healthy band wagon and I will be sticking to my points this week EVERY SINGLE DAY SAMI!!

Job Interview went OK this morning, hopefully I will hear whether I got the job or not tommorrow. Jase got a day working with Pro-arb tommorrow, so hopefully they will be able to offer him a full time job as well. The boss only lives a couple doors down from me which is well weird, but good :)

Just made Jase some chicken salad sandwiches to take to work with him tommorrow, and I hope that he shines and gets the job :)

I dont know what I am going to be doing tommorrow, just bits of housework I guess, and I think that I am going to re-do my CV now I have the pointers. Heard back from the job centre today so I will know about my claim soon hopefully.

Jase needs an early night tonight because he has a 6 am start, so we are off to bed any minute now.

Will let you know as soon as I know whether I have the job or not, will make such a difference to us I think :)

Night night all,
and PLEASE keep donating!!


sami xxx

Depressed

just so depressed today.

meal went ok the other night though. fireworks are going on outside, hope the kitties are ok. mavis hasnt come in yet though.

night night all xx

Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeeee :)

:) Hello all, first I just want to say a big thank-you to everyone who text/messaged/fbooked me to say a happy birthday :) really meant a lot and is nice to know that so many people out there care :) I have had a really nice birthday which is awesome :)

woke up in the morning and laid in bed with Jase for agggges, then I got up, had some breakfast and a shower, and did my hair etc. Had to run some errands for mum in the morning because Ben's car got broken into last night so it was taken away for forensic testing. they think it was 3 13 year olds, as his wasnt the only car to try to be stolen. (by hotwiring)

so did those errands, then I came back, had some lunch and then went into town to do some shopping. saw Davina and Jane from Bingo ( Hello! ) - was lovely to catch up with them both, even though it was short :(

Bought so new clothes and just had a nice wander around the town. was fab :)

Came home and cooked dinner for Jase and myself, and then went to see Rach and Ellie, and then to see Katrina, Ryan, Brad, and Fudge .. Barry was there too - nice to meet him :)

Took the boys some doughnuts, which they loved... especially Brad ;)

Then came home after barrels of laughter, and now I am listening to the mad mad mad kittens bounding about and making tons of noise. They are running about at literlly 60 mph lol. They have discovered the comfiness of the bed now too lol

Thankyou once more, and I will write to let you know how the dinner party goes tomorrow

Love you all

Night night, sleep tight, and dont let the beds bugs bite ;)

Sami xx

Birthday tommorrow :D

Yay, its my birthday tommorrow. well excited :). I am going to get up late, and then when Jase gets to work in the garden I am going to go and do some retail therapy in town :) Cant wait. No work, and lots ofplay for tomorow :)

I am looking forward to Friday night too, as we are having a dinner party for everyone to come and celebrate my birthday :)

Work was really boring today and I couldnt wait to leave to be honest. Got Ben's birthday present though, so that's all good.. .just need to think of something to buy Jase now.

Kittens are mischevious again this evening. They are getting more and more confident which is fab :)

Farmville is done for the night so I am just going tp update WW and then curl up with Jase

Night night all :)
Thankyou for your support

17.5 lbs! woopwoop xxx

Work is dragging so much at the moment..

.. work is dragging so much at the moment, I am so glad that tommorrow might be my last day. He is so annoying some times. I just wish that he could keep things up to date with the buisness and then we would not have any angry customers all the time. Oh well - i do appreciate that he has given me some work though to help me by.

Weigh in tonight was fab though. I have reached 17.5lbs loss, which is 2.5 lbs off again this week. Am so chuffed :) I am so going to reach this 3 stone mark. I am loving the way that my body is starting to change and I am wearing more of the clothing that I want to wear. I am still a size 18, but I feel so much better about it, and I know that I will lose dress sizes soon enough :)

Birthday on thursday which might be a bit tricky, but I will do it, with the help of WW desserts and sugar free jelly :)

Kittens are being lovely and noisy tonight. Liz called, just to see if everything was OK. Im having so much fun living here. Moved the dinner party to Friday night now, so that Dad can go to the meeting on Thursday night. I think me and Jase might go out to dinner instead on Thursday - dont know for sure yet though.

Am going to finish off my farmville for the night, and then look at my replies on WW forums, and then I am going to cuddle up in bed with jase. bit worried that my thigh keeps spasming all the time :/

Thankyou for your donations,
please keep giving

Lots of love

Sami xx

Second Day and Loving it :)

I am loving the independence and the fun of having our own house. It is nice to be able to cook your meals and chill out and not have to worry about anyone else.

Went for my job interview this morning - everything was going fine and then I got lost! Ended up 15 minutes late to the interview, but I did phone ahead and they were fine about it. Thought it went really well, and they really liked me.

Came back and did some shopping with Jase down the Range and in town. Bought the kittys a scratching pole and some catnip balls - they didnt seem very interested at first, but they are getting used to playing with it.

Cooked chicken stir fry for dinner, and cooked noodles for the first time - that was an experience in itself lol.

Kittens have been quite playful today and seem to love the cover on our bed :) However, when introduced to Mavis she hissed loudly and they ran away - not the best of friends after all!

Chilled out and watched NCIS and other bits on TV this evening, and now about to cuddle up in bed with Jase.

Used all my points today and some of the saved ones from yesterday and the day before.

Its peeing down with rain, so I dont know whether I will get to sleep straight away. Probably though :)

Night night all <3 xx

p.s. BIG THANKYOU TO ROGER SPICER WHO DONATED £25.00 + G/A EARLIER :) thankyou so much x

First full day of house-sitting..

..Mavis woke us up at 5.45 am this morning... not happy, she wanted to be fed and then let out of the house. So I got up and fed her, opened the cat flap, and then went back to bed. Got about 4 hours sleep last night.

Kittens have been a lot more playful today - both of them have got out and played with us, not to stroking stage confidently yet though, but still, its an improvement and hopefully will be better by the end of the 2 weeks..

Me and Jase got up and went to Tesco to do some shopping, came back, ate some lunch and then finished off Daryn's accounts. We then drove to Exmouth to drop them back and had an icecream in the shop. Mini Milk - 0.5 points :D yay! Was nice lol. Jase has been playing with the kittens all evening which is cute.

I cooked him indian for tea, and I had pasta :) We then sat and watched Doctor Who - it was a brilliant episode... best so far I think :)

Sat and watched tv for a bit, and now I am typing and Jase is playing with the kittens. Must say - cat poo STINKS lol.

Job interview tommorrow - hope it goes well and I get the job, will let you know though.

Night night all, and thank-you for donating as much as you can - I still need to raise over £200 more though! Please help!

Lots of love

Sami xxx

A day in the sunshine, doing jobs at Nanny's house...

.. was quite nice tbh, apart from the hayfever side. Jase dug over all the patch for the runner beans, and made it bigger too. And then we put up the runner bean canes.

Nannie made us sweet and sour chicken for dinner, which was lovely :) and tuna and cucumber rolls for lunch which were delicious!

Me and Nan went out in to town for a bit in the morning, and then we went out to copplestone to pick up some fitted sheets in the aftenoon, afetr we had had lunch. Was nice to spend some time with her, now that she is not back in Cornwall all the time. They are coming over for dinner on thursday night which should be nice. As it will be my 20th birthday, and I thought I would have a dinner party in the house that I am housesittin for the next two weeks with Jase.

The kittens and Mavis the cat are fun to play with, but we need to get the kittens much more confident as they are very shy.

Ate all my points today, and I have been really good this week, so I hope that my weigh in is good this week on Tuesday.

Just going to check my email, and then I am going to snuggle up with Jase in this lovely soft and warm bed :)

Night night all xxx

p.s. Chris - dont worry about anything, you have done nothing wrong, and everyone who counts knows that. Love you hun xx

Today at work...

... was OK as I was only in from 10 - 2. Picked up Daryn's accounts this morning, and we started them this evening :)

Birthday on Thursday :D YAYAYAYAY!!!

Going over to Nan's tommorrow to get some bits and for Jase to do the garden.

Watching New Tricks now and then going to cuddle up with Jase

Sorry it is very short tonight. :)

Sami xx

No work today..

.. woke up this morning and felt a bit crappy to be honest, so I called in and I didnt go to work. Going in tommorrow early, and then I will go in for a few hours on Friday. Jase had his job interview and he got the job :) but cant start until he has done courses... which only start in July :( so thats a bit rubbish, but it is still a job at least :) some security for the future..

Had a nice day with Jase today - cooked two sponges, and two batches of little cakes. Was good fun.

Went to the job centre this afternoon for a back to work session, and going to do some research on some bits they brought up, which might help my job hunt. Was worth going I suppose. 50 mins was a bit excessive though and there was this really annoying tramp in there :/ who kept coughing :/

Right, I am off to bed now because Jase is bored. 0.5 points left today, but an going to save them. lol

Night night all xxx

Weigh In Tonight.

Well I knew that I had been a bad girl this week, and to be honest I am glad that I lost something tonight, even if it was only half a pound. I am looking at it in the light that that is half a pound closer to my goal of 3 stone. Trying to keep positive. Slow bu steady as they say.

Day has been kind of shit, work was not very good and I didnt wanna stay in there today to be honest. Going in there at 9 tommorrow till 2 and then I have got to get back for a 'back to work session' at the jobcentre at 3pm. Dont know how long that is going to last for. Oh well.

Just wanted to say a big hey to Rach =], thank-you for reading and worrying when I wasn't blogging. I am all back on track now (even though your son is sulking because he is not getting attention at the moment lol). It was nice to have that talk with you yesterday, and you made me realise that I can do it, and that I could not do it without you. You give me tha drive and the determination to do it week in week out, so thankyou, thankyou from the bottom of my heart. I dont know what I would do without you. Cant wait to see you again - and you have no excuse not to contact me all the time now :P email and text :D teehee

Anyways, I have got to fill in my tracker for diner this evening, and then I am going to collaspe into bed with Jase as I have an early start, and he has this job interview tomorrow - which I know he will wow them :). Love you so much darling <3

Night night all, and I will speak to you again soon to moan about how hungry I am and how slowly the weight is coming off :)

Sami xxx

p.s. MOUSE - MOVE OFF MUMMY'S PILLOW TONIGHT!! LOL